Tensile Force (ni bkn fizik ye)

I still remember the time when I first had this emotion tensile stress, and thereafter.

When i was in the KP force,

5-6 months of sufferings,

is too much for me.

Somehow, I did manage to make my life as terrible as possible during that period, by...

...flunking out my debating career in PPM (and a bit of effect in UIAM)...

...destroying almost all of my exam results, even in English...

...ruining my personal health...

...making my room as dirty, untidy and disoriented as I can for a day in a week...

...and most dis-pleasingly, not smiling.

Verdamm! Das ist sehr ungesund für mich und euch!

Ok. So that was then.

After a couple of months of recuperation, I finally got myself over a new leaf; with new energy, new attitude, new vision, a new ME.

How?

Erm............

I guess, it was kinda hard at first, but I went through a series of self-reflection, repentance, and not to forget simultaneous (learnt this word from hawa) question-answering session with 'myself'.

*malas nk tulis byk2 sbnrnye, lgpun xbyk masa ni, kwn nyer laptop*

Alles in allem wünsche ich über alle, "Stay Strong!! Keep standing!! InnAllaha Ma'ana!!"