Thinking of Them

Ana terlihat bbrapa 'wakil' dari perumahan anak yatim mminta derma disekitar pasar dan kompleks beli-belah.
Timbul bbrapa persoalan dbenak fikiran ana.

"Macam mana blh tertubuh perumahan tu pd mulanya kalau akhirnye tpaksa mminta derma kat pasar2?"
"Adakah mminta derma satu2nye sumber kewangan yg tbaik? Ana xpnah lg nmpk wakil2 perumahan anak yatim non-Muslim minta derma mcm tu."

Dengan itu, ana mnguatkan lg niat n tekad,

"I must change their fate!
Not to help them, but to guide them to help themselves!"

Ukhwah Fillah

Salamalaikum, kawan2 n sahabat2 n saudara-saudari sume!
Kat cni adalah ana nk coret skit ttg summary tazkirah pagi td.

UKHWAH ISLAMIAH

Erti Ukhwah:
[kepekaan] dan [keserasian]

Kalau nak tau, hubungan kita dgn:
Allah = shalat
Nabi = shalawat
Saudara = shilat

Shilat ar-Rahiim:
-mrupakan nama Allah yg dpinjamkn kpd manusia.
-Rahiim ibu, tmpt yg pnuh kasih sayang.

Pakej Ukhwah, iaitu kperluan utk dptkn Ukhwah:
1. Ilmu
2. Tindakan:- [senyum],[salam],[ziarah],[hadiah],[doa]
3. Hasil = Halawatul Iman

Simple je. Ada pape pandangan len atau psoalan, mari kongsi ye.
Salam taufiq wannajah!

Ragam2 Solat 2#

Ana solat Jumaat d Putrajaya hari ni!!
Ingatkn nk g kat masjid besi tu, tp kat sana susah nk cari parking. So, kami g kat surau seksyen mana ntah.
Kat situ, fuh!
Ada aircond. Carpet. N benda yg ana rasa masjid besi pun xde, LCD utk khutbah! Woooh! Gempak bai!!
Tu first time sejak bbrapa kurun ni ana dgr khutbah tanpa tido+ focus jiddan+salin pe yg dia sampaikn. Slideshow dia warna-warni.
Bilal tua tp suara lunak mcm bdk 18tahun.
Imam muda tp suara macho mcm bapak org (mmg dh jd bapak org kot?hehe) mendayu plak tu.
Lps solat, ana tpikir. Agak2 kalau sume solat Jumaat mcm ni, ada bantuan visual dgn pakej imam n bilal suara sedap, mesti scarce jumlah org yg tido masa khutbah kan? Tmbh plak, sume interested nk dgr+tgk khutbah tsebut. Ye dak?

Ragam2 Solat

Beberapa adegan di kala solat yg mesti dibaca!! haha

Minggu lepas, ana g Taiping. Saja, jalan2. Ari tu Jumaat, so ana g solat kat masjid (nk solat mana lg kan?)
Dpndekkan cter, imam tu baca surah2nye sedaaap sgt. Mendayu. Tatkala abis je dia baca Al-Fatihah, makmum selalunye akan sambut dgn Amiin. Ttibe kan, ada plak sorang mamat ni AAAMIIIIINNN!!!! giler kuat, satu masjid tu bgema dgn suara dia je! Tkejut gak ana masa tu, tganggu kekhusyukkan ana.
Slps solat tu, ana tpikir. Cian orang2 kat masjid ni. Bayangkan stiap masa solat bgema suara mamat td dgn AMIIN dia tu, sape xtkjut. Hadoii...

Semasa bsedia nk solat Zuhr di TEET!, ana dok tcegat kat saf dpn ni ha. Sblh ana ada la sorg pakcik ni. Dari mula iqamat smpi la imam dh angkat takbir, dia xgak rapatkan saf dgn ana ni. Besar jiddan plak tu ruang antara kami ni. Ana pun dgn rasa tsentuh skit, panggil adik comel kat saf blkg mai isi tempat kosong tu.
Abis cter.
Pnuh gak saf.
Alhamdulillah.
Slps solat, ana tpikir. Kalau dlm solat pun xnk rapatkan saf, cne la idup dia tu nk rapat dgn manusia jalinan ukhwahnye.
ps:-mungkin ana kne gak pakai deodorant Izan skit n minyak atar Hafidz, bg wangi badan.

Tgh ana bsgera nk tunaikan solat Zuhr slps benchwork yg penat-jiddan-nk-pengsan, ana nmpk xde sape dlm surau utk bjemaah kcuali sorg pakcik. Ana tap dia lalu solat. Nk djadikan cter, dtg plak 2 org; sorg pakcik dgn sorg pmuda nk bjemaah gak. Xpasal2 diorg buat satu lg jemaah btul2 kat sblh kami ni ha.
Amboi!
Abis je solat, ana dok phati je diorg.
"Ni bkn member GMi ni. Kalau x, ana dh lama bantai dgn workpiece ni ha."
Tuptup dtg bbrapa org lg nk solat gak n ana nmpk yg 2 org td tu nk solat jamak plak. Ok r. Yg baru dtg ni nk join, ttibe pmuda ni ckp,
"Kami nk solat jamak ni."
Yg baru dtg ni, kononnye mcm paham2 je situasi tu, trus g buat jemaah len. Konklusinye, ada dua jemaah dlm surau tu masa Zuhr.
Lps tu, ana tpikir. Agaknye kalau diorg skali bjemaah je xleh ke? Kalaupun ada org yg masbuk dlm solat, sdgkan dia xcukup rakaat, dia bangun gak nk cukupkn.

Banyak lg ragam2 solat yg ana nmpk+nk cter, tp kita buat episod len ek.
Wassalam. =p

Tensile Force (ni bkn fizik ye)

I still remember the time when I first had this emotion tensile stress, and thereafter.

When i was in the KP force,

5-6 months of sufferings,

is too much for me.

Somehow, I did manage to make my life as terrible as possible during that period, by...

...flunking out my debating career in PPM (and a bit of effect in UIAM)...

...destroying almost all of my exam results, even in English...

...ruining my personal health...

...making my room as dirty, untidy and disoriented as I can for a day in a week...

...and most dis-pleasingly, not smiling.

Verdamm! Das ist sehr ungesund für mich und euch!

Ok. So that was then.

After a couple of months of recuperation, I finally got myself over a new leaf; with new energy, new attitude, new vision, a new ME.

How?

Erm............

I guess, it was kinda hard at first, but I went through a series of self-reflection, repentance, and not to forget simultaneous (learnt this word from hawa) question-answering session with 'myself'.

*malas nk tulis byk2 sbnrnye, lgpun xbyk masa ni, kwn nyer laptop*

Alles in allem wünsche ich über alle, "Stay Strong!! Keep standing!! InnAllaha Ma'ana!!"